All i ask for was more time, more memories and more attention.
SookHan
MaYe
JunKhiang
CharMainE
HuiPing
QingYing
Mr Amos
ShiHui
Rishi
Joanne
YaHui
Vivien
Alicia
Darren
Iqbal
Ryan
Joshua
Hilda
ShuHui
Milu
Yi Yu
Shu Yan
Janelle
Nikita
Another week has passed and tomorrow in Monday again, when works begins.
For the weekend, it was kind of busy. Friday, i took leave to attend Alex's POP. It was weird to have him sitting with us due to his status. That morning, i woke up at 0530, when the sky was still pitch to travel to the jurong 3rd division camp, that is recognized by the tiger. Haha. Anyway, i like the vehicle which is able to to detonates the mines. Imagine an axle with a lot of metal chains. That axle can rotate up to 7000 per minutes. Hence, when the mines goes off, the metal chains blows off and they can be replaced. That is something very cool.
After the pop, i finally get to meet wx after some long time i think. Well, i gave him a shock by visiting his house downstairs. We had a lot of fun at Vivocity. The cheesy baked pasta was very nice and very sinful. It was also the birthday of Friday. my new teddy bear. It's white and 13 inch. i love him. Why is the teddy named friday? That day was friday and the movie - Hotel for Dogs that we watched, the lead dog was named Friday too. May he be my companion in times of need. May he only remind me of the happy times that we shared together.
Today, i think i did something very great. I walked 11 km in MacRitchie!!!! Well, i nearly fall, shoes stuck in mud, exhausted and etc... for a 10 minutes treetop walk. But the view was magnificant and in the trip, there was an uncle who has played the accordian for 50+ years, playing nice music for the visitors to the resvoir. Every kid that walked by will turn their head and look in amazment, even adults too. Haha.
May next week be some nice week and my workload will not double. Yay!
May time freezes @
May time freezes @
This is a poem I've read on the wall at IMH, written by one of her patients.
If you find yourself in love with someone
who doesn't love you,
be gentle to yourself,
there's nothing wrong with you.
If you find someone
in love with you,
feel honoured that love came knocking on your door
If you fall in love with another
and he falls for you,
then it shows that love choose to leave
Do not try to reclaim it
or blame anyone.
Let it go
There is a reason for it
and you'll know it in no time
Love has and will always be mystery
Be glad that it has come to live for a moment in your life
If you keep your heart open,
it will come again.
Be courageous.
Show your LOVE
and be prepared
to be LOVED
to be continued...
May time freezes @
It's SUNDAY!!!!!! A real sunny day outside. But... what comes after Sunday is MONDAY! Argh... It means the start of work again. Working in the office for more than 8 hours and doing jobs of more than 1 person yet the pay of one. Haha. But looking at the bright side of it, at least i wouldn't be financially tight and i do not have to rot at home. Working will allow time to pass faster. =)
Probably due to the weather, there's a lot of people who are sick, coming down with a cold. May the sick recover well soon.
Today is the 8th of March, hence it's women's day! Wishing all ladies a happy day ahead. =) World without women will be so uncolourful. haha
Your Inner Color is Blue
Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.
You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.
Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satisfied. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.
May time freezes @
The results are out finally.
Since i have prepared for the worst, the results are within my predictions. At the very least, i passed my GP and hence the A level. Lol...
Perhaps i have prepared myself well or I've given up, that would probably explain why i can sleep so well before the night of release.
Hopefully, i can enter U with a course of my choice. I don't want to get stuck with one and suffer for the next 3 or 4 years. Most things have been determined and i can only accept it. I want to express my gratitude to all my teachers and friends for giving me support in this 2 years of education.
Hmmm... Working at IMH has exposed me to seeing different things. I've learnt that the charge under suicide would be chapter 309 penal code of section 224. I think the numbers are right. Going through the letters and some medical records made me understand the importance of mental wellness. Often we took it as granted, but to be able to think rationally with the right mind is a privilege. By looking at the IC numbers, there are a number of my age receiving treatment at IMH. They have my sympathy. I can't tell anything much here because we are made to sign a form to keep everything under confidential. Haha.
May time freezes @
Tomorrow is the D day!!!
Today, i get to enjoy the swing. Swinging is fun. Swinging forgets trouble. Swinging brings me into the sky. When i am up into the air, i can only see the blue blue sky and green green tress.
I think i have prepared for the worst and the solutions to them. Just hope that the time come faster that i don have to get jitters all about it. Haha!
May time freezes @
It's raining. There's tons of lightning and thunder. What a storm. Bad day.
... is all i have to say.
Once again, the disappearing act repeat itself again.
I don't know if you understand how i feel. Perhaps you can try putting yourself in my shoes. There are certain things i just don't understand why. If like that, you said that you were sad, perhaps my heart would have broken into million of pieces for quite a few times le. I should love myself more.
May time freezes @