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Disappointed...

Today, the 2nd day of orientation, also it's woman's day. It was not a fun day but at least a little better than yesterday. However, i am still disappointed with today's programme. Well, we're stuck in the hall for 3 hours. By the time, we get a chnace to stand up, our butts are like having cramps. Just like yesterday, there was no games, instead there was college dance and college anthem.
Though the dance was only one set, it was repeated 3 times. This was considered the highlight of the day. The college anthem sounds like christmas carol and together with the red, green stripes tie, which they forced us to buy, it will look like christmas day.
I nearly broke down today because i was feeling too lonely. I try myslef to blend in, adapt and accept, but to no avail. They just could not give me the feeling of a school with wonderful people. In CJC, no matter how late we eneded, i still went home with smiles and good memories and i'll able to climb back to 13th floor. But now, though it's only the 2nd day, i feel like i've been through 10 years of war. I never have that kind of feeling for a very long time already. Now, i am having a headache and i shalln't say much to bring back the sad memories. I decided to skip school tomorrow.
Having chatted with Joanne, i knew that we cannot appeal through cca in CJC and THEY HAD STARTED CALLING. This means if by monday or tuesday, i did not get a call from CJC, my hope will be totally gone and i'll be totally gone too... Hiazzzz
Now, i can only wait anxiously for the call everyday with sleepless nights adn pray hard everyday.

May time freezes @

9:32 PM